Yay! Something to blog about! Ya my life has been pretty lame lately. That's ok though......I am purposefully taking it easy, relaxing, and just preparing for this little one!
It's getting so close.....less than 6 weeks! My feelings are still about the same. Really nervous. Excited. But really nervous! I just want everything to be okay.
This baby moves so much I absolutely love it. I love touching my stomach and feeling all the movements you wouldn't think a little babe with not much room could make. I never complain about being awaken by any of it's movements though, for every little moment I feel is a reminder of life. With every punch it's little hands are telling me they are here, they are working. With every kick I am reminded that it has two legs, two feet, and ten little toes. With every little bump, it is telling me, I am okay in here mommy. I am running out of room, but I am okay and I will see you soon. Be happy and enjoy this last month of me moving in here for I know you will miss it.
I am getting better. I think. It's still so hard to just say everything will be okay when you don't know 100%. I sometimes think that Heavenly Father reaches his hand down here and tries giving me a little
I am going to enjoy this last month though. I am going to trust in Him. He always knows what is best for us, there is never a flaw in His plan. I wasn't sure how much love I would have left to give but Kaizen knew better. He made sure he left some for his brothers and sisters. I do, I have so much love for this little baby. So much. I am looking forward to giving constant kisses and continuous love. I am so ready!
So we had some fun this last weekend. We went camping with a few members in our ward and Josh's oldest brothers family at Fort Peck, Montana! It was so fun! I pretty much relaxed the whole time but that was enjoyable to me. We went boating and jet skiing one day.....I stayed on the boat and watched all the fun around me. I am excited to be able to get out in the water and do crazy stuff. Next year. It started raining pretty bad and cut our time a little short but it was sure fun while it lasted.
Now I am just making packing lists, cleaning the house, and getting everything ready. We will be heading to our Pentz family reunion in Downata, Idaho on the 16th of this month.....which is also my birthday....I am so excited! I love our family reunions, I look forward to them every year. Then I will be staying in Utah awaiting the arrival of the little one. Josh is going to come back here to Montana for a week so hopefully the baby doesn't decide to come at that time. Fingers crossed. Other than that I have nothing planned. I am going to try and visit some friends, maybe get a pedicure, go shopping, you know girly things. Can't wait.
I have the babies newborn pictures scheduled in, got newborn picture day outfits for boy or girl....so cute! I am pretty sure I have everything I need for the baby. Now it's just making sure I pack all of my stuff......including my brain......gosh that would be a crappy thing to forget! :)
I have to share a little with you all of my testimony of the priesthood. I am so thankful that Josh is worthy enough to hold the priesthood. I am so grateful to be able to ask him for a blessing when I need help. I went to sleep fine this last Sunday but then about half way through the night I woke up with a stuffy nose, sore throat, headache, and just feeling crummy all over. I went through the day on Monday miserable and literally did nothing. And that nights sleep I might as well say didn't exist..... On Tuesday we made the two hour journey to our doctor's appointment still pretty miserable.....maybe even worse. I got to tell ya, the stupidest thing to do is try to put make-up on when your nose is running and you are constantly blowing your nose.......make-up does nothing! Anyway so we got back from our appointment and for the rest of the day I rested. I didn't want to take any medication because I just don't want to while I'm pregnant and a lot of medicine you shouldn't take if your pregnant. So Josh asked me if I wanted a blessing, and I absolutely did. During the blessing I just felt like Heavenly Father was wrapping his arms around both of us. I felt like He was giving Josh His healing powers......because he was. After the blessing I felt better. I still had a bit of a stuffy nose, but I was finally able to get some sleep last night and when I awoke I had my energy back. I have a very strong testimony of the priesthood and I know it works. Josh tells me that when he is giving me a blessing it's like it's not even him talking, but Heavenly Father through him. He says he thinks about what he is going to say before but in the moment of the blessing everything just comes to him then and there. He mentions Kaizen every time in his blessings and he said it's because he feels Heavenly Father inspiring him to say those things. I am so grateful for my husband and his "powers" from God.
Also I got my hair done today. Thought I would let you guys see........
Now I am all ready for pictures!
I hope I remember to take a lot of pictures at the reunion. I'm sure I will. I can't wait to share them with you guys!
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