A little piece of Heaven....

Hey Everybody!
 I had to write today and share with you an experience...

The days are still so hard being here without our little boy. Some days I feel like life really can't get worse than this. But The Lord......he knows. He knows that we are going to struggle for a while.....he knows exactly and more of how we are feeling right now.

I have been praying to our Heavenly Father that he will help us through this. He already is helping tremendously but there are still some days I just feel like I need a deeper answer. I have asked that he will help me understand more whether it be in a dream or something.......anything.....

I have a had a few dreams of Kaizen. Dreams that he is lost or he dissapears out of nowhere. In my dreams, when I finally find and get to him he is covered up, with either a blanket or something and when I uncover him, he is smiling and so happy. He starts playing and walking around.

Josh and I both had very strong feelings that in these dreams, the blanket represents the veil and him dissappearing is when he left this world to be with Heavenly Father and Jesus. When I remove the blanket (veil) I see him happy and doing all the things little boys should do. Kaizen is on the other side of the veil playing, laughing, and so happy!

I want you all to know that Heavenly Father does listen, he knows your struggles, he knows your fears. He knows all and if you ask of Him....He will help you! I am so thankful for my relationship with our Father in Heaven and I know he is taking really good care of that special little angel that I am so much looking forward to seeing again.

I love that the Lord has blessed me to be able to have dreams of little Kaizen and that many nights I get to escape out of this world and see my angel, watch him play and laugh. I get to be with him and I love it.

I want to wish you all a very Happy upcoming Thanksgiving! Be sure to count your blessings. No matter what trials you are going through, there is ALWAYS something to be thankful for.