So I am going to start this post with it being all about Kanzis!
She is growing too fast, and becoming much to independent for my liking! She would much rather put herself to sleep at night then have us rock her to sleep! Seriously, what happened to my baby! We try to rock her and snuggle her at night and she fusses until we put her down in her bed. She is very content with just her and her thumb......
Yes she is a thumb sucker.....apparently just like her mommy!
She will put toys in her mouth but always goes back to that thumb lol!
She is sleeping all through the night and I feel so lucky. She usually goes to bed at 10:00 or 11:00 p.m. and wakes up around 6 or 7 a.m. She both bottle feeds and breastfeeds. I like that she can bottle feed breast milk so her daddy can bond with her.
Her very very favorite thing ever is getting her diaper changed! Seriously no joke. I set her on the changing table and she squeals with excitement and kicks her legs and has a gigantic smile the whole time! She loves it! She is a morning baby! She is so happy in the mornings, she immediately brightens our day. Josh and I fight over who gets to get her first! Waking up to her giggles and grins, I just cant be mad or sad which inevitably makes for a beautiful day.
She is a talker for sure. I think she loves the sound of her voice and so do I!! She is laughing out loud a little here and there and it is oh so sweet!
She can't roll over quite yet but oh man does she try! She is not a fan of tummy time when she is on the floor but she will actually tolerate it a little longer if she is on her tummy on my lap or my belly.
She loves kicking her legs! She is definitely a squirmer......just like she was in my belly!
I just can't believe how much and how fast she is changing and growing. Almost 3 months already. Goodness where does the time go.....I have said it before, it just kind of slips away from us.
She loves loves loves her daddy!
I put this picture of her on Facebook. I just can't believe how beautiful she is. She is like a perfect doll. Hey, I helped make that! :)
So now I have started putting my pregnancy month by month pictures next to her month by months and I love them. I was hoping that they would all be in the same place but with our move they will be a little different but that's ok. It's so fun to see the changes in both of us. :)
This is her watching me get ready. She literally sits there so content and watches me get ready the whole time. She only starts to fuss when I am all finished! I talk to her and tell her how excited I am when I will be able to do her hair. I just love her!
This is our Holiday card front and back that we sent of to friends and family this year. And for those of you who didn't get one.....this one is specifically for you. I love Shutterfly!
And as for the move.......it is coming along. We plan to leave here in a few days. You should see our house......insanity! Seriously I get anxiety looking at everything. We have tried to keep it organized but with boxes everywhere, you can only do so much. We got a trailer today that we are going to start loading some stuff on so that will relieve some anxiety. Oh how I hate when things aren't organized and I absolutely hate clutter so this is hard, but it will be nice when we can get in the new house.
I hope you all enjoy the Holidays. I know it can sometimes can be hard. For some it is hard because of the busy life they live, for some it is because trying to enjoy the holidays with a loved one no longer here is really hard. Both reasons are why it is a little hard for me this year. moving sucks anyway but right before Christmas, it really sucks. And it's still hard to really enjoy the Holiday's with Kaizen gone. Last night was one of those hard nights, the cry yourself to sleep kind of nights. I miss him so much. But I know he wants me to enjoy this season, maybe for Kanzis, maybe for me, probably for both. So I am going to really try. For him. For her. For me.
"When someone you love is in Heaven, there is a little piece of Heaven in your home"
